Sunday, July 31, 2005
A tale of one adik angkat.
As a method of decompressing,i decided to do my runs as usual...makes me forget the things that 'crawls' if you know what i mean....just as when i were to finish with the warm up jog, i passed the Club , near the bustop....a group of ppl were walking to their Kembara, a guy kept taking glances at me...i didn;t wear my specs so just din bother...when i neared him, the guy bagi salam and extended his hand towards me...i was like "Waalaikumussalam....hins hins....". Hahahha. Dah la baru lari naik bukit tu...made me smile...whoever you are, thanks bro...you made my day la....if im not mistaken that guy is in a group of cyclist around Melawati la...kalau tak silap la....
Just now i went to see my long - lost adik angkat.Yes,ladies and gentlemen, FADZLI pernah ada adik2 angkat ni....Best because they wud give you tons of presents..Perghh..It's been 10 years la since we jumpa....Actually we did not declare to be step siblings per se, but i just took her to be just like one of my sisters ajer and we were close masa dulu2.....OK, this was during secondary school...both of us were Scouts and being Melawatian Scouts...tau je la..akhlak rosak as in perangai giler - giler......Well, i was one of the jokers in the scouts thingy, likes to share some laughs, and during Malam Kebudayaan i wud be one of the crazier ppl there...Siot, memories are abundant there....it seems to me i like to be around kids, encouraging them, cracking stupid jokes and the likes....
Nana is 2 years my junior....she met my some of my batch at NZ and asked if they know what happened to me...and they gave her my phone no...Nana was macam dulu lagi...actually me went to boarding school after PMR and she said she sent me letters when i was at Kedah."Takde pun?"...the wardens must've took them away...jahat tul...Hehehhe...she's tall macam dulu, her rambut sudah cantik ya?and muka sudah licin...pandai ye adik aku ni groom herself...She's one of the chief designers at a very prominent publishing house...hmmm, maybe she can device a way on how to lower prices of novels + books?Baru literature rate Malaysians naik...only then u can see ppl kat tangga KLCC tu baca buku instead of lepak jer...OK back to Nana...dah besar ye adik gue?. So she kept lamenting about wanting to change jobs la, boss tak best la...she wanted her studio to use original software, but the boss marah dia plak....kesitu pulak?heheheh...I guess bosses wud give a go ahead for suggestions ONLY if the suggestions came from their own grey matter...
Well, nice seeing her la...although i WAS a bit awkward (10 year IS a long time to be away)...promised to keep in touch etc etc...and that wraps it for tonight...err, do u have any related stories to tell me oso? :)
Just now i went to see my long - lost adik angkat.Yes,ladies and gentlemen, FADZLI pernah ada adik2 angkat ni....Best because they wud give you tons of presents..Perghh..It's been 10 years la since we jumpa....Actually we did not declare to be step siblings per se, but i just took her to be just like one of my sisters ajer and we were close masa dulu2.....OK, this was during secondary school...both of us were Scouts and being Melawatian Scouts...tau je la..akhlak rosak as in perangai giler - giler......Well, i was one of the jokers in the scouts thingy, likes to share some laughs, and during Malam Kebudayaan i wud be one of the crazier ppl there...Siot, memories are abundant there....it seems to me i like to be around kids, encouraging them, cracking stupid jokes and the likes....
Nana is 2 years my junior....she met my some of my batch at NZ and asked if they know what happened to me...and they gave her my phone no...Nana was macam dulu lagi...actually me went to boarding school after PMR and she said she sent me letters when i was at Kedah."Takde pun?"...the wardens must've took them away...jahat tul...Hehehhe...she's tall macam dulu, her rambut sudah cantik ya?and muka sudah licin...pandai ye adik aku ni groom herself...She's one of the chief designers at a very prominent publishing house...hmmm, maybe she can device a way on how to lower prices of novels + books?Baru literature rate Malaysians naik...only then u can see ppl kat tangga KLCC tu baca buku instead of lepak jer...OK back to Nana...dah besar ye adik gue?. So she kept lamenting about wanting to change jobs la, boss tak best la...she wanted her studio to use original software, but the boss marah dia plak....kesitu pulak?heheheh...I guess bosses wud give a go ahead for suggestions ONLY if the suggestions came from their own grey matter...
Well, nice seeing her la...although i WAS a bit awkward (10 year IS a long time to be away)...promised to keep in touch etc etc...and that wraps it for tonight...err, do u have any related stories to tell me oso? :)
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Stinkfist - Tool
Something has to change.Un-deniable dilemma.Boredom’s not a burden.Anyone should bear.Constant over stimulation numbs me.But I wouldn’t want you.Any other way.Just, not enough.I need more.Nothing seems to satisfy.I said, I don’t want it.I just need it.To breathe, to feel, to know I’m alive.Finger deep within the borderline.Show me that you love me and that we belong together.Relax, turn around and take my hand.I can help you change.Tired moments into pleasure.Say the word and we’ll be.Well upon our way.Blend and balance.Pain and comfort.Deep within you.Till you will not want me any other way.But, it’s not enough.I need more.Nothing seems to satisfy.I said, I don’t want it.I just need it.To breathe, to feel, to know I’m alive.Knuckle deep inside the borderline.This may hurt a little but it’s something you’ll get used to.Relax. slip away.Something kinda sad about.The way that things have come to be.Desensitized to everything.What became of subtlety? How can it mean anything to me.If I really don’t feel anything at all? I’ll keep digging till,I feel something.Elbow deep inside the borderline.Show me that you love me and that we belong together.Shoulder deep within the borderline.Relax. turn around and take my hand.
-Maynard is the best.
-Maynard is the best.
Friday, July 29, 2005
extra *reverse-euphoria*
- ana's song (open fire) - silverchair
- foolish games - jewel
- stinkfist - tool
*reverse euphoria*
double blow - uppercut on the chin....hit by an express train....mellow...silenced....need to get away.....roof unhappy ...true...pathetic...get it right...slow....change...
fake plastic trees - radiohead
fell on black days - soundgarden
the beautiful side of somewhere - wallflowers
building a mystery - sarah mclachlan
daylight fading - counting crows
nothingman - pearl jam
tonight tonight - smashing pumpkins
3 libras - a perfect circle
rapuh - padi
here is gone - goo goo dolls
walking after you - foo fighters
paint pastel princess - silverchair
change (in the house of flies) - deftones
digital bath - deftones
animal instinct - cranberries
crash into me - dave matthews band
hurt - nine inch nails
---wail along----
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Gelak sampai berair mata
The title suggests something that i've never felt for a long time...Been around frens, having light supper or dinner if you may...You know the moment where someone delivers a joke, non stop, punch lines galore and everyone kept adding to the jokes everytime you felt the joke will subside...then another....and another...I virtually was left 'tak kering gusi' by the people who cracked the joke.
There i was meeting up old frens from previous work, faces you 'long time no see', most of them still there, some have left for greener pastures...But they say the grass is not always greener on the other side. Depends on your perception... Maybe you felt lost and these frens are the one who rekindle that laughing twitch and made your day....My eyes berair la jugak and sidestiches were at both my ribs...Hadoi!!!!!It's good to have that jovial environment at the workplace, just have to be cautios of over relaxed attitude...
As for my runs, safe to say that I'm baaaaaaack...with a yellow elastic band i got from McDonald's. Nowadays i dun think u can find Lance Armstrong's 'Livestrong' yellow band anyway, especially in Malaysia. The yellow band says "Think Big". Duh..... Nevertheless my legs were sore (a feeling that i SORELY missed i tell you), it's nice to know that your leg muscles are bit fatigued from the workout and u stretch a bit here and there....Lega wei!!!Because last time with the injury and what have you, i was quite buhsang (cakap mcm orang Tganu) and relished the painful sensation.
7th August there will be a Larian Pengguna at Dataran Merdeka. 7.30 am. Wanna go ka? If only the atmosphere of Singapore Marathon can be brought back to our beloved country. If that happens you bet i'm gonna enter all the races, even if is organised by some government agencies. Oh well...my 10 cents worth.
There i was meeting up old frens from previous work, faces you 'long time no see', most of them still there, some have left for greener pastures...But they say the grass is not always greener on the other side. Depends on your perception... Maybe you felt lost and these frens are the one who rekindle that laughing twitch and made your day....My eyes berair la jugak and sidestiches were at both my ribs...Hadoi!!!!!It's good to have that jovial environment at the workplace, just have to be cautios of over relaxed attitude...
As for my runs, safe to say that I'm baaaaaaack...with a yellow elastic band i got from McDonald's. Nowadays i dun think u can find Lance Armstrong's 'Livestrong' yellow band anyway, especially in Malaysia. The yellow band says "Think Big". Duh..... Nevertheless my legs were sore (a feeling that i SORELY missed i tell you), it's nice to know that your leg muscles are bit fatigued from the workout and u stretch a bit here and there....Lega wei!!!Because last time with the injury and what have you, i was quite buhsang (cakap mcm orang Tganu) and relished the painful sensation.
7th August there will be a Larian Pengguna at Dataran Merdeka. 7.30 am. Wanna go ka? If only the atmosphere of Singapore Marathon can be brought back to our beloved country. If that happens you bet i'm gonna enter all the races, even if is organised by some government agencies. Oh well...my 10 cents worth.
Monday, July 25, 2005
Speechless
PADI - Menanti Sebuah Jawaban
Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpagut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu
Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu
Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku
Nih mesti kes Sabb punya entry....Nih kalau nyanyi kat Blackie best nih..
Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpagut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu
Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu
Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku
Nih mesti kes Sabb punya entry....Nih kalau nyanyi kat Blackie best nih..
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Long time no see.
Went to Norman's house to play Winning 11 with Ali and all on his PS2 SLIM....Erin (Norman punye gf) came by and it's been half a year since we spoke!!!! Kurus la plak minah tu...oh yeah she's a swimmer for my uni dulu2, with PADI licence,etc....and if u look closer, her feet is like lebar lain macam, no wonder she's fast in the pool....Her fantasy,Ian Thorpe....heheheh tak habih habih...Erin told me dulu2,masa kecik her parents threw her into the pool and the rest is history...Conversation:
Me : "Wey!!!! Apa cerita? Lama tak nampak?".
Erin : "Tu la pasal....muka ko nampak lain.Kurus sikit". (sorry, i HAD to bring this up hehe).
Ali : [menyampuk] "Apa?Aku kurus ke?" (laughing).
Me : "Errr... aku ada la masuk lari2 jogging2 ni..".[trying hard to look humble and sincere].
Erin : "Ko takde masuk triathlon ke Grunge?".
Me : "Uishhhh!...takde la plak, bcoz kena ada beskal baru leh masuk la.....Plus you have to swim 1.5K, bike....".
Erin : "1.5km jer?????Kacang je beb!!!!!".[while snapping her fingers at the same time].
Me : "E'eh?Ye tak ye jugak yek?Ko mesti boleh nyer 1.5km berenang yek?You know what???Kalau aku ajak ko masuk triathlon, tapi team events, where you just have to swim, nak tak?Kat putrajaya ke, titiwangsa ke...".[heart rate rises a bit,excited at this prospect].
Erin : "OK....aku on jer".
Norman : (Erin's boyfren) "Putrajaya kat tasik tu ke?Tak busuk ke air dia?"(concerned as always).
Me : "Then ok la...cantek la...nanti aku inform ko bile yek??Cayalah!!!!!!" [jumping up and down like beruk mat yeh].
It's good to have friends in high places.
Me : "Wey!!!! Apa cerita? Lama tak nampak?".
Erin : "Tu la pasal....muka ko nampak lain.Kurus sikit". (sorry, i HAD to bring this up hehe).
Ali : [menyampuk] "Apa?Aku kurus ke?" (laughing).
Me : "Errr... aku ada la masuk lari2 jogging2 ni..".[trying hard to look humble and sincere].
Erin : "Ko takde masuk triathlon ke Grunge?".
Me : "Uishhhh!...takde la plak, bcoz kena ada beskal baru leh masuk la.....Plus you have to swim 1.5K, bike....".
Erin : "1.5km jer?????Kacang je beb!!!!!".[while snapping her fingers at the same time].
Me : "E'eh?Ye tak ye jugak yek?Ko mesti boleh nyer 1.5km berenang yek?You know what???Kalau aku ajak ko masuk triathlon, tapi team events, where you just have to swim, nak tak?Kat putrajaya ke, titiwangsa ke...".[heart rate rises a bit,excited at this prospect].
Erin : "OK....aku on jer".
Norman : (Erin's boyfren) "Putrajaya kat tasik tu ke?Tak busuk ke air dia?"(concerned as always).
Me : "Then ok la...cantek la...nanti aku inform ko bile yek??Cayalah!!!!!!" [jumping up and down like beruk mat yeh].
It's good to have friends in high places.
Monday, July 18, 2005
PD International Triathlon
*Uhuks, i won't be able to watch the AF concert on Saturday!!!*
Termiss lagi konsert Akademi Fantasia tu. Nak buat camana, nak tengok PD Tri plaks.There you have it, me for the 2nd time did not enter a race...just being a spectator made me feel guilty. Before embarking to PD, me n Tank went to the bike shop in Melawati to prepare some last minute touches to Kicap. I forgot that i was drooling while looking at those bikes in display. Takde la mahal sangat!I mean there are
some models that is affordable and even some entry level if you want to be prudent. Fuji, Merida, RockBike (rocksteady!!!), etc. All the while I kept thinking, there must be a rider inside of me somewhere!!!!! My last bike was a BMX Redline, and I had really good time on it, apart from falling of and playing ' follow the leader'. One bike (i dun remember the make) is already booked=RM2K+. There was a Fuji for only RM900+. That made me think this cycling thing is attainable. Nak beskal!! nak beskal!!!! Maybe price would go up with the Shimano gears and all. Sigh..last time it was Lumut where i just became a photographer konon. Arhghghghghg!!!!!!Nobody heard the insides of me scream when watching them race.We packed our things in the car. Me, being the chef ala ala Jamie Oliver marinated the chicken wings....Tank recommended putting honey. I put honey, and then being 'gatal' me put kari ayam, kicap,etc. I brought guitar, books, baju, tent. We'll be camping the nite before TRI.*buleh mandi laut! and main gitar under the stars* The trip was ok, highway maa. Witnessed about 4-5 Lamborghinis and Ferarris racing on the highway. Singaporeans. Try and race on THEIR highway for a change. But "You've nice n spiffy cars over there, sir!". duh. Kalau kat Jalan TAR sure koyak chassis punya...Anywayyyyyyyyy, The mood was ok,except for a long traffic jam near Nilai. Either depa nak pi Nilai, or to PD osso.Actually most of the queue exited at PD,sheesh.No prob.Tanko's target was going thru it alive. That shud be gud because there's no time limit, i heard. Ngeheheh...
*Saliva Drooling coming up*
Tank studied in Seremban before, so kinda know his way around. We arrived at around 1pm, so perutness is hungry. There's this mamak restaurant at Seremban where they have this GREAT Nasi Briyani and i am serious. Upon the first bite
, u can feel that the noise, the crying boy next to ur table, and any noise is muted. It’s like u and ur Briyani. Even the nasi itself can be eaten just like that. Macam roti Gardenia. The lauk was ayam madu, and I even proposed to Tank to take the kuah back for tonite’s BBQ. Sedap giler….macam lagu Walk on – U2 that I’m listening to rite now..“Ni mesti bubuh kas-kas nih”, I said. Hehehhe….But tank said he can identify the taste of kas-kased food. Brilliant. BTW, that is some ISSUE to be brought up in the Dewan Rakyat.That kas-kas thingy? How i wish our believed wakil rakyat wud not bicker abt small things.I hope that guy tercekik la - while eating nasi kandaq.I’m not going to elaborate more. That’s all I have to say abt the Nasi Briyani. The smell of honey on your fingers is still there after a while. Our peruts are full, then off we go to register.
*Gerun*
Some familiar faces, some not. Powerbar n Brooks had some sale….I went to the noticeboard…hmmm, Azwar pun ada, Greg Lyons (ur student became a Malay rap artist ya?), and one Ramli Cippolini ke…heheheh…nicely put. Even Victoria Campbell pun ada…not to mention all prominent Malaysian triathletes….Razani, Awe (duathlete), Stephanie, Dr Fiona, Eugene, and suma2lah….But I tell you, nearly got ‘excited’ with the bikes….there’s even one Aussie (berlagak ke?) with his Australian Ironman towel and light-looking bike. Bentuk beskal tu is like a wishbone turned sideways. Siap ada teddy bear kecik kat mudguard .Cute. That’s why I urged Tank to buy bells for his bike. That way he can ring2 when potong Cervelos, Cannondales, Giantlinis……hehehhe…if I have a bike, I’ll definitely do that. Kring kring!!! In a perfect world , Tank’s bike is able to potong all those I mentioned, and he wud kring2 to them while potong. But this is reality.
Somehow, there’s a sprint event. A sprint even is a triathlon, same disciplines with shorter distances. 500 metres of swim, etc….hey I can do that what? *mischievous me thinking*. Fadhil entered sprint, and somehow he is a TRIATHLETE. Best la plaks…..Congrats to him. As he was going back the same day, he being the generous one gave me the dinner voucher. Yowzaaaa!!!! Mesti aku pun leh carbo-load tonite!!! So, we went to the nearest masjid to mandi and solat. Fortunately the bilik air is so cleannnn…enjoyed my time there. We planned to camp tonite, then unmount the tent first thing in the morning. Cool. Even the idea of camping was good enough for me.
By 7:30pm they have this carbo-load dinner. Thanks Fadhil again for the meal voucher!!!! I sentaled everything I could grab.*Soooo Malaysian*. Heheheh…hey!i dun go to hotels that often what! Neways, I had a plate of spaghetti, salad and a pastry. A couple of ATMA boys sat with us…..sheesh, best la korang esok…Aku jugak yang kena nengok jer. Lend me ur bike please?heheheh…Well, berkenal2an la kami…one guy said, abang2 ni macam terer marathon jer….I was like, yeah right.heheh…Kipas ye? They were good-mannered ppl, started doing tris since last year. There was supposed to be a briefing, but they din informed us so me missed it.
Balik to buy some things and BBQ! First we set up the tent, started the fire…etc…th
e chicken was good to the taste la somehow. I’m surprised that I marinated them. Hehehe..Even one cat said the chicken is sedap. SMSd The Angah to ask who got kicked out from AF. Ekin. OK. Too much love will kill you, everytime. Get it?heheheh….. Ramai gak along the beach camping. Janganla ada pegawai pencegah maksiat sergah nanti. We need to sleep. Some rain threatened to pour, but it only drizzled plus some lightning. One of the flysheet hooks were tercabut. That was it. Next morning unmount, then off to mandi etc etc…The race report is at Tanko’s , after the race it was kemas2 and balik. He managed to finish a Tri at his first attempt. We balik umah, and petang tu I put on my shoes and headed out. And I walked. With some hope to be a triathlete too, someday.
p/s: Fotopages updated!!Banyak menda kelakar.
Friday, July 15, 2005
Of Lance and some chicken wings.
Just for the occasion, I bought some chicken wings for BBQ tomorrow. Just for the hang of it. I dont mind food, just the smell of burning wood and some makes me go tralala...Hehehhe...Already marinated it with honey, salt, BBQ sauce (no Worchester sauce la), kari daging + ayam, lada sulah/pepper, kicap (As a tribute to Tanko's bike), and the likes....Heheheh...tomorrow we'll have BBQd chicken wings for dinner!!!!!
Woohooo!On Sunday i expect it to be full of triathletes and plenty for me to snap pics..Nantikan kehadiran keupdatean Fotopages nanti. Tank's balls must've shrunk i guess, but it's good exposure to go into TRIATHLONS. Siot, macam nak masuk jer + nak angkat beskal. Ishhh....I'm reading Lance's 'It's Not About The Bike' and was struck on how he manages to fascinate us with his determination. Gilo. Amputated testicles. And dun mind a bit telling the whole world abt it. Too bad he's retiring (kan?). Dah la VO2 max kaw kaw punya tinggi. Here we go again. Kalau dah malas, cakap je malas. I plan to start back my training REGIME next week. Kasi the excitement of PD's TRI to boost me up.
Sad news : My fren (a she) got to know that her husband is playing 3 sticks with her and planning to dump her and marry his gf. Gilo x16. I knew her masa kerja kat Celcom and she knew of the situation while viewing her husband's SMS transactions. (We know to whom ur sending ur SMSs to FYI!!!!! Har har har - gelak macam MumRa The Evil). Apparently both her husband and the gf pun pakai 013. Matila lu....She told me they were to go to a pejabat kadi the next day. Sheeesh...See?I've always told meself these marriage thingy is ugly. But alhamdulillah my fren told me her hubby won't let go of my fren. Neways, she's being very the extra cautious nowadays. Dah la ada anak chomel sorang. To my dear D_____, be strong k? God is just testing His hamba. I think it's just a phase. (easy for me to say). But consider the uglier part for your son if both of u were to part ways. Haiyaa...
Pray to Him.
Woohooo!On Sunday i expect it to be full of triathletes and plenty for me to snap pics..Nantikan kehadiran keupdatean Fotopages nanti. Tank's balls must've shrunk i guess, but it's good exposure to go into TRIATHLONS. Siot, macam nak masuk jer + nak angkat beskal. Ishhh....I'm reading Lance's 'It's Not About The Bike' and was struck on how he manages to fascinate us with his determination. Gilo. Amputated testicles. And dun mind a bit telling the whole world abt it. Too bad he's retiring (kan?). Dah la VO2 max kaw kaw punya tinggi. Here we go again. Kalau dah malas, cakap je malas. I plan to start back my training REGIME next week. Kasi the excitement of PD's TRI to boost me up.
Sad news : My fren (a she) got to know that her husband is playing 3 sticks with her and planning to dump her and marry his gf. Gilo x16. I knew her masa kerja kat Celcom and she knew of the situation while viewing her husband's SMS transactions. (We know to whom ur sending ur SMSs to FYI!!!!! Har har har - gelak macam MumRa The Evil). Apparently both her husband and the gf pun pakai 013. Matila lu....She told me they were to go to a pejabat kadi the next day. Sheeesh...See?I've always told meself these marriage thingy is ugly. But alhamdulillah my fren told me her hubby won't let go of my fren. Neways, she's being very the extra cautious nowadays. Dah la ada anak chomel sorang. To my dear D_____, be strong k? God is just testing His hamba. I think it's just a phase. (easy for me to say). But consider the uglier part for your son if both of u were to part ways. Haiyaa...
Pray to Him.
Thursday, July 14, 2005
NAME
This Goo Goo Dolls song is quite hard to play using stardard tuning...We have to pakai base on the dropped D tuning.No wonder when i tried to find the chords by ear (macam pernah berjaya!) i couldn't find it. Rahsia nyer = Drop the low E string to D.Raise the G string to A.Drop the B string to A. Goreng secukup rasa and strum away!
But then again Si mamat Anak Patung Goo ni memang tak pernah pakai standard tuning pun. Dol!
Name - Goo Goo Dolls
And even though the moment passed me by
I still can't turn away
Cause all the dreams you never thought you'd lose
Got tossed along the way
And letters that you never meant to send
Get lost or thrown away
And now we're grown up orphans
That never knew their names
We don't belong to no one
That's a shame
But if you could hide beside me
Maybe for a while
And I won't tell no one your name
And I won't tell em your name
Scars are souvenirs you never lose
The past is never far
Did you lose yourself somewhere out there
Did you get to be a star
And don't it make you sad to know that life
Is more than who we are
You grew up way too fast
And now there's nothing to believe
And reruns all become our history
A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio
And I won't tell no one your name
And I won't tell em your name
I think about you all the time
But I don't need the same
It's lonely where you are come back down
And I won't tell em your name
But then again Si mamat Anak Patung Goo ni memang tak pernah pakai standard tuning pun. Dol!
Name - Goo Goo Dolls
And even though the moment passed me by
I still can't turn away
Cause all the dreams you never thought you'd lose
Got tossed along the way
And letters that you never meant to send
Get lost or thrown away
And now we're grown up orphans
That never knew their names
We don't belong to no one
That's a shame
But if you could hide beside me
Maybe for a while
And I won't tell no one your name
And I won't tell em your name
Scars are souvenirs you never lose
The past is never far
Did you lose yourself somewhere out there
Did you get to be a star
And don't it make you sad to know that life
Is more than who we are
You grew up way too fast
And now there's nothing to believe
And reruns all become our history
A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio
And I won't tell no one your name
And I won't tell em your name
I think about you all the time
But I don't need the same
It's lonely where you are come back down
And I won't tell em your name
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
I can hear cengkerik under the PC table...
Babes!!!Bangun tidur tadi i felt macam peha ku ok dah la. How aaa?If i wore my shoes and run that wud be wishful thinking. Dowan to rush...And to top it off, my left side foot pinky (er....kelingking kaki belah kiri) developed this ketumbuhan berlendir...Iyee...at first i felt gatal jer, next thing i knew ada gelembung macam terkena mancis terbakar. W/o further ado, i bakar my nail clippers and voila sudah hilang...
Prolly will resume running next week.Maybe the hype of PD TRI will push me...aunty tiffa mentioned frens who are intense with their training, running and all. I know these ppl are pushing themselves to their 'wall' or limit and i believe that's what makes good athletes. Kudos to all of you who is leading a gaya hidup yang sihat. heheheh....(this is how sangap i wud be w/o my run)...uhuks...[currently listening to Sarah McLachlan - Angel]. I din know its a soundtrack for City of Angels, oh ya dah tengok dah hari tu...
Met Tank and Zehan for dinner, i ordered fettucini monterrey and now my breath reeks with garlic. Oh ya i just learned that tumeric is actually kunyit - Kahkahahkahkah.. Lama gak tak masak spagetthi but i read that menda yg kaler putih2 ni has high glycaemic index, better to stick to brown kalered foods. Chapatti anyone?Maybe will think of buying the tepung atta to make chapatti. Depa pi swimming, syok la plak but prolly will decline politely...I din get the seru to swim yet. Although later I have to learn la.Insya Allah. Even Prophet Muhammad saw said its good to learn to swim, archery and horse-riding aight?Hmmm, points to ponder. Actually I can swim but in a memenatkan way..and prolly segan with my boroiness...heheheh.Neways, tomorrow is another day....and another 15 days till judgement day. Donno what will happen on that day, will i lompat terjengket2 macam monyet kegirangan and sprain my ankle.
or wud i succumb to the ultimate reverse-euphoria brought up by meself. Shit.
Prolly will resume running next week.Maybe the hype of PD TRI will push me...aunty tiffa mentioned frens who are intense with their training, running and all. I know these ppl are pushing themselves to their 'wall' or limit and i believe that's what makes good athletes. Kudos to all of you who is leading a gaya hidup yang sihat. heheheh....(this is how sangap i wud be w/o my run)...uhuks...[currently listening to Sarah McLachlan - Angel]. I din know its a soundtrack for City of Angels, oh ya dah tengok dah hari tu...
Met Tank and Zehan for dinner, i ordered fettucini monterrey and now my breath reeks with garlic. Oh ya i just learned that tumeric is actually kunyit - Kahkahahkahkah.. Lama gak tak masak spagetthi but i read that menda yg kaler putih2 ni has high glycaemic index, better to stick to brown kalered foods. Chapatti anyone?Maybe will think of buying the tepung atta to make chapatti. Depa pi swimming, syok la plak but prolly will decline politely...I din get the seru to swim yet. Although later I have to learn la.Insya Allah. Even Prophet Muhammad saw said its good to learn to swim, archery and horse-riding aight?Hmmm, points to ponder. Actually I can swim but in a memenatkan way..and prolly segan with my boroiness...heheheh.Neways, tomorrow is another day....and another 15 days till judgement day. Donno what will happen on that day, will i lompat terjengket2 macam monyet kegirangan and sprain my ankle.
or wud i succumb to the ultimate reverse-euphoria brought up by meself. Shit.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Cerita lama
I was just 'housekeeping' the PC when i stumbled upon my old blorg www.fadzli.blog-city.com. heheheh to be honest i was quite naive la those days...Sila lah kesana untuk menyaksikan kepoyoran saya zaman kecil2 dulu yek?
This weekend is PD TRI, in my mind ---> the beach! the beach!the beach!
Tell you the truth, i've nothing intelligent to write right now because i'm in the middle of an 'assignment>>>cambest!!
Me left peha gets the utmost attention that it can get from me...."kita sayaaaaaang awak la, peha...sayang sangat-sangat".
Cis, Manchester United revealed their away kit. Prolly 'tis the season to employ creative designers btw. Bughuk macam baju cricket!!!!! (no offence given to cricket fans, none taken ya? :p ).
Oh ya!!!! Terkejut tengok si old fren Eshazy in tv...dia la si rap artist yang i mentioned dulu....He's a tremendously brilliant saxophonist la. Went to one of his showcases and he n the band members just click!!!! All the best to him in Malaysia's music market.
Last weekend went to my uncle's house at Nilai, he had these loads of fruit trees around the compund. Fruits galore. Mangosteen, pulasan (cousin of raem-boo-tain), and loads of manggis lagik...mabuk la wei!!! Kesian nye this uncle because his wife passed away because of cancer...and he was left with 2 so good-mannered children. The abang, Amirul...very soft-spoken, polite nyer....Macam abahnya la kot...see?I believe in the 'kuah tumpah ke nasi ' peribahasa always...then the younger sis, Shima...cute nyer with the dimple...Once i mentioned 'manja nye dia' to her father, he said, "dia nak manja kat sapa lagi" without a tinge of sadness. Wow! now that is what i call 'prepared' for these situations.
I'll leave you with this:
"Summer Romance (Anti-Gravity Love Song)" - Incubus.
I'm home alone tonight.
Full moon illuminates my room, and sends my mind alight.
I think I was dreaming up some thoughts that were seemingly possible...with you.
So I call you on the tin can phone.
We rendezvous at a quarter-two, and make sure we're alone.
I think I've found a way for you and I to finally fly....free.
When we get there, we're gonna fly so far away.
Making sure to laugh;
while we experience anti-gravity.
Anti gravity.......
For years, I kept to myself. Now potentialities are bound, and sleeping under my shelf.
Simply choose your destination from the diamond canopy, and we'll be there.
So I call you on the tin can phone. We rendezvous at a quarter-two, and make sure we're alone.
I think I've found the way for you and I to finally be free...
Other recommended songs -
This weekend is PD TRI, in my mind ---> the beach! the beach!the beach!
Tell you the truth, i've nothing intelligent to write right now because i'm in the middle of an 'assignment>>>cambest!!
Me left peha gets the utmost attention that it can get from me...."kita sayaaaaaang awak la, peha...sayang sangat-sangat".
Cis, Manchester United revealed their away kit. Prolly 'tis the season to employ creative designers btw. Bughuk macam baju cricket!!!!! (no offence given to cricket fans, none taken ya? :p ).
Oh ya!!!! Terkejut tengok si old fren Eshazy in tv...dia la si rap artist yang i mentioned dulu....He's a tremendously brilliant saxophonist la. Went to one of his showcases and he n the band members just click!!!! All the best to him in Malaysia's music market.
Last weekend went to my uncle's house at Nilai, he had these loads of fruit trees around the compund. Fruits galore. Mangosteen, pulasan (cousin of raem-boo-tain), and loads of manggis lagik...mabuk la wei!!! Kesian nye this uncle because his wife passed away because of cancer...and he was left with 2 so good-mannered children. The abang, Amirul...very soft-spoken, polite nyer....Macam abahnya la kot...see?I believe in the 'kuah tumpah ke nasi ' peribahasa always...then the younger sis, Shima...cute nyer with the dimple...Once i mentioned 'manja nye dia' to her father, he said, "dia nak manja kat sapa lagi" without a tinge of sadness. Wow! now that is what i call 'prepared' for these situations.
I'll leave you with this:
"Summer Romance (Anti-Gravity Love Song)" - Incubus.
I'm home alone tonight.
Full moon illuminates my room, and sends my mind alight.
I think I was dreaming up some thoughts that were seemingly possible...with you.
So I call you on the tin can phone.
We rendezvous at a quarter-two, and make sure we're alone.
I think I've found a way for you and I to finally fly....free.
When we get there, we're gonna fly so far away.
Making sure to laugh;
while we experience anti-gravity.
Anti gravity.......
For years, I kept to myself. Now potentialities are bound, and sleeping under my shelf.
Simply choose your destination from the diamond canopy, and we'll be there.
So I call you on the tin can phone. We rendezvous at a quarter-two, and make sure we're alone.
I think I've found the way for you and I to finally be free...
Other recommended songs -
- Walking After you - Foo Fighters.
- Interstate Love Song - STP.
Monday, July 11, 2005
Kaki kiriku sakit semua....
It's confirmed = My left quadriceps is torn, i believe. It's been 2 weeks already and i sincerely would like it to heal properly before indulging in my doses of runs. Patience!My Padawan self, for you will reap the rewards of after this. Remember the injury under your left patella? That was a year ago and you managed to overcome it.
Tu la dia, padan muka tak warm up on the mentioned incident. Uhuks...
I despise the London bombings - dun blame Muslim terorrists only - remember Paris were the favourites to win the Olympic bid but u snatched it away by merely 4-5 votes?
Kl hujan kan skang ni lately? It's nice to know the perpetual haze is subsiding. Tapi malam2 paneh betul.
To all competitors at the PD Triathlon, hentam kaw kaw and enjoy...jumpa disana ya altho im just a photographer, not to mention me enjoying it as a vacation (BBQ, the beach, sleeping under the stars, guitar, nuff said).
Tu la dia, padan muka tak warm up on the mentioned incident. Uhuks...
I despise the London bombings - dun blame Muslim terorrists only - remember Paris were the favourites to win the Olympic bid but u snatched it away by merely 4-5 votes?
Kl hujan kan skang ni lately? It's nice to know the perpetual haze is subsiding. Tapi malam2 paneh betul.
To all competitors at the PD Triathlon, hentam kaw kaw and enjoy...jumpa disana ya altho im just a photographer, not to mention me enjoying it as a vacation (BBQ, the beach, sleeping under the stars, guitar, nuff said).
Saturday, July 02, 2005
Brace yourselves.
Luper nak bagitau plak. Keluar paper yang si Tan Sri Samsudin Osman commenting pasal apa after launching Putrajaya Half Marathon. I was like ada ka?Erk!!!Nasib baik kuar paper yesterday although my Mom jual paper tu dah...This September 11th please make urselves available for the Half Marathon!!!!!!Mouth-watering prospect to all those running souls...and guess what!!!!what??? For 10K they're giving medals up to the 400th finisher. Dengar tak? 400th finisher...For the Half Mara, medals to all finishers within qualifying time. They din mention abt the qualifying time though. Woohooo!!!!
p/s: my injury slowly susiding.My only hope is that i dun sental makan masa time 'cuti' ni. My running is supposed to balance out my calorie intake. Weight: 66kg.Naik 1 kilo. Plus durians..
oh ya jom pergi--->www.putrajayahalf.com
p/s: my injury slowly susiding.My only hope is that i dun sental makan masa time 'cuti' ni. My running is supposed to balance out my calorie intake. Weight: 66kg.Naik 1 kilo. Plus durians..
oh ya jom pergi--->www.putrajayahalf.com
With or without you.
Have you signed ur name and posted your picture at Live8? I did and then watched the concerts..Ali smsd me telling me that Bjork just finished perform...siot...Tapi this morning i bukak tv ada Dido n Youssou N'Dour nyanyi lagu '7 Seconds. Coldplay AND Richard Ashcroft!!!lama tak nampak mamat tu.And then God created U2!!!!!!! And guess what? Depa main lagu 'One'. Humanity song...Masa Beautiful Day tak sangka plak ada part ending tu Edge main gitar, I was like--->Boleh buat bunyi tu guna gitar ke?...you just have to sit thru and enjoy jer...Bono kan spokesman utk African poverty aight?This 6th July the G8 members will mesyuarat and try to settle the African countries debts. OK to quote some beauty pageant contestant,"I just want WORLD PEACE". Kwang kwang kwang..
Go to www.live8live.com
Go to www.live8live.com
Dew-rie-yaens Galore!!!
Today me, Baba and The Angah went to Baba's business partner punya dusun. The start of the journey was forgettable. After toiling with the map four an hour, we managed to arrive at the dusun. This orchard is situated at Ulu Langat, got orang aslis maaa..This is the first time i makan doyan yang baru gugur not to mention witnessing falling durians. Oh ya, i oso thot cempedak will fall to the ground, just as durians do. Sebenarnya kite kena jolok using a galah. Remember the pantun 'Buah cempedak diluar pagar.....'?
Previously I thot these doyans (durians) would ripe and fall ONLY at night!!! Wrong! One staff even pakai a helmet to avoid kena kat kepala. Good experience, must coax Mak to buy one of these lands..
p/s:Singgah la to my Fotopages oso!
Before gerak kena seksa Blackie.Inilah dia si Blackie who never showed us any affection. Yang peliknya, my 2 sisters punyalah adore minah ni(Blackie's a female btw).
Previously I thot these doyans (durians) would ripe and fall ONLY at night!!! Wrong! One staff even pakai a helmet to avoid kena kat kepala. Good experience, must coax Mak to buy one of these lands..
p/s:Singgah la to my Fotopages oso!
Before gerak kena seksa Blackie.Inilah dia si Blackie who never showed us any affection. Yang peliknya, my 2 sisters punyalah adore minah ni(Blackie's a female btw).
Muka tension sebab sesat for the 3rd time(map included).3 hours of sleep only mind you.
Company's staffs kena kerah tenaga cari doyan. Notice the helmet? :)
Requiem For A Dream
Frens,
I came across this from Laydiefa's blorg....a person named madder...she loves book oso...and guess what?She has a book titled Requiem For A Dream. I din know its a novel, i watched the movie during my 3rd year at uni...I recommend to u guys tolong tgk la...the impact is the same magnitude like The Story of Us, but on a different perspective. Try downloading the soundtrack...pergh...and watch the movie oso. This Darren Aronofsky has a knack of making the angles cantik, with split screens somemore. Especially masa Jared Leto and Marlon Wayans are preparing to 'shoot' themselves...symbolic giler. And finally i got to know who Jennifer Connelly is.SIGH.
Friday, July 01, 2005
Out for a week with pulled thigh muscle.
I have to confess. Its been a week since I ran.To quote Sabb, forgive me for I have sinned. Betul! Makan dew-rie-yaen, potato couch-slouch la...I tgk je my shoes everyday and didn't feel guilty...I suspect that I lack motivation, but probably due to some unforeseen reason. And then the plot thickens...
Last nite I went to play futsal with frens...i didn't have much time to warmup. The next thing I knew my left thigh pulled a strain. I hope its nothing. At home i put some ice and before sleep i put minyak angin (like most ppl wud do)...takleh tidur...sakitnye is like : a pulled muscle.I donno how to describe, but 1 thing i know is : Never underestimate the warmup. Usually i wud focus more on the warmdown. WRONG!!!. Now padan muka me and kesian my peha. I suspect another week b4 i can run properly...Im silenced by the incident.
Oh ya...my sister The Angah made these delicious but sinister blueberry muffins..But then again, me walloped most of them. She made it into these bite-sized cups..Guilty but sedap!!
BEFORE -----------------------------------------------------AFTER
Last nite I went to play futsal with frens...i didn't have much time to warmup. The next thing I knew my left thigh pulled a strain. I hope its nothing. At home i put some ice and before sleep i put minyak angin (like most ppl wud do)...takleh tidur...sakitnye is like : a pulled muscle.I donno how to describe, but 1 thing i know is : Never underestimate the warmup. Usually i wud focus more on the warmdown. WRONG!!!. Now padan muka me and kesian my peha. I suspect another week b4 i can run properly...Im silenced by the incident.
Oh ya...my sister The Angah made these delicious but sinister blueberry muffins..But then again, me walloped most of them. She made it into these bite-sized cups..Guilty but sedap!!
BEFORE -----------------------------------------------------AFTER
