Monday, October 30, 2006

 

There She Goes...

There she goes again...Ada incident that made me think long and hard..On the eve of Raya, a cashier ran away with loads of cash...I just realised it when he was absent for 2 days..Son of a badak...I hope your insides rot with that money. If you plan to use the money for kenduri kawin purposes, all the best la. I had to cover that amount and it made a lot of ppl jump. Except me. I was just numb. My fellow colleagues called me asking this n that, i just rolled my eyes. Gue pasrah giler ni..Kaput la..Like the song Hand In My Pocket - Alanis Morisette. "Im broke but im happy, im poor but im kind...". Sheesh, just what you need after a period of ketenangan..

You learn not to trust ppl in this industry. Yup. You tend to be cautious with any difference in attitudes, the way they look in your eyes if they're honest or not. But prolly its Raya eve i was a lil bit lacksadaisical. All goes down to me, cos im the one taking care of this place of mine. Im going for a holiday the moment i get my salary. Gonna head down to Imigresen *Shah Alam ada tak?* and amik bus pergi Singapore. Woohooo!!! I need to get out. Dah la Raya kat stesen, kena lagi..Or prolly i just i want to be 'kiasu' for a weekend. Hehehehe..i hv this Passport Sementara tapi dah takleh pakai huhu..

Lagu ni is the lagu 'kena' for this moment. Difference of maturity probably ended it. I wish all the best, pray that u'll have a great life (that line was taken from The Sweetest Thing). You know, all the things said was actually out of desperation, anger and God knows what. Ada hikmah nya..

Mr Brightside - The Killers.
Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab

While he's having a smoke
And she's taking the drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head

But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go

And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Coz I'm Mr. Brightside

To Nur Alea Khairani, take care..

Sunday, October 22, 2006

 

Happy Eid

This year i niat wanted to give some duit Raya to my close family,u know as a gesture or token of thanks that i FINALLY have a job that i believe believable boleh? So i decided to give RM50 to Baba, Mak, Angah yg vogue de vass sangat, Alan yg pening study and Atin yg makin ayu and tak suka Wayne Rooney dah hahahahha.. *oh ya Man U menang tadi :). Nak senyum lagi la :) * So till we meet again kat Anfield. I purposely dowan to send vicious (vicious ke?) SMSs to my fellow Liverpool fan + Uncle Man yg lahir2 je dah pandai sebut "Man U is going down". Dah nak Raya dah kan? So the spirit shouldnt be tarnished by some silly, colonialistic ideology. (Pendek kata, kita dok sokong team penjajah dulu pahal?)..Tapi just to rub it in, HAR HAR HAR PADAN MUKA LIVERPOOL. Personally aku lagi suka squad members KOP ni..Beb, u have i believe one of the best midfield lineups in the world..Cukup syarat, u hv Sissoko as tukang buat kerja kotor, Alonso tukang penerang hati (bg bola jauh2), and not to mention Abg Gerrard, enough said.Oh well, but u guys hv Peter Crouch kan so it just doesnt add up.

On another note, my fren Anwaruddin, Amad, Alan, Adek (apsal suma start ngan huruf A?) buat gathering pre Eid. Memula wanted to hang out kat A&W PJ, which as you all know i ni kan mereng skit bab bearings n directions ni.Siap tanya directions kat Kambin..So, time tu Deepavali so Anwar ckp A&W tu penuh giler..So we decided to meet up at Craven Cafe, Tmn TAR, Ampang..It's been like 3-5 months since i lepaked with them. Along, yg memang best kan dah kahwin tak ajak aku ada gak...Congrats..He happily (take note: i said HAPPILY) married to a Sarawakian lass he got to know while he's stationed there. Macam2 advice he dispensed to us yg single ni..hehehe. OK, check out the NOTE i told you about happily married. See Along has been with lots of girls, being jambu and all with rambut panjang yg pompuan suka la etc.He spoke of exs yg dinamakan Penghuni Naraka. Sounds harsh, tapi the way Along said it bunyi kelakar. U know, gf yg psycopath macam shilake. Ada one time, this awek of his buat perangai nak kuar dari keta while the car is moving and when Along tak bagi, she hantuk her head kat dashboard. Hahahah, buat kawan ngan dashboard keta plak. Mcm2 la Along citer. So my point is he met lots of wrong girls until he meets the right one.Pergh, mcm Hindustan hey. All the time we al laughed macam shilake..I sampai kuar air mata ngan lenguh pipi.Giler. Amad plak nak pindah kerja pi Singapore, so we all agreed one day after he settled cari rumah we all want to pay him a visit. Kena pi renew passport la plak.

Peh tu citer plak pasal the day these guys went to watch King Kong kat ODEON. ODEON u say? Yeap, i pun terkejut bila ODEON wujud lagi, let alone ada org pi tgk wayang kat sana. Ni citer pasal org main handphone la, time scene King Kong lawan T Rex majority of the audience pasang kamera phone, tangkap scene tu. Pas tu when KK won, they all clapped. I mean, ada lg wujud org camtu.Dah la tiket Odeon tulis pakai tangan, guna KRAYON plak tu ahhahahah. Kaler merah.

The Prestige mcm best derang ckp. First Raya nak pi tgk la..

Oh ya, i brought my siblings pi shopping Raya kat JJ Wangsa Maju. And i also paid tithe (betul ke penggunaan?), bayar zakat hari tu. First time. Siap salam2 macam nak nikah jer heheheh. Suka la tu? Sapa tak nak kawin kan? Duh..So i bought meself a pair o jeans...its been 6 loooooong years since i bought one. Dok pakai yg tu, koyak tampal balik, koyak balik last2 pi beli baru la..Syok pulak, i seem to forget things macam yg bahawa shopping raya ni best sebenarnya..Hehehe, siap my Mum cakap,"Kenapa jeans Abang nampak macam berkarat?". Padahal tu faded punya design..how time flies..

Ok, happy Aidilfitri to everyone..Jgn main mercun tak tentu arah..Take care kalau driving..Dgr citer holiday highway limit dah turun 80km per hour kan?Chow..aku kena raya kat station pasal takde orang nak keja.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

 

That's all folks..

Currently listening to this song..Too much dewa can kill you. Last week we jammed at Jamu. Dayem, Still Got The Blues, Sweet Child of Mine etc..suma lagu2 lama la..We even tried to play Musibah - Lefthanded. Finally moi 'music career' has been resurrected cewah.

Me went shopping for one kemeja Kermit The Frog, one set of baju melayu buttons. Had this scrumptious McDol ramadan buffet, make sure ou bring extra bag k? Leh bawak kuar makanan hehehehhe. Sapa makan dia jadi darah daging menda curik heheh.

Oh ya, this year's Raya i celebrate at station. A-L-O-N-E if you get what i mean. Alone again...The song below really 'kena' for current situation. Some things are better left unsaid they say. True..u keep it to yourself.

Dewa - Air Mata

Air mata yang telah jatuh
Membasahi bumi
Takkan sanggup menghapus penyesalan
Penyesalan yang kini ada
Jadi tak berarti
Kar'na waktu yang bengis terus pergi


Menangislah bila harus menangis
Karena kita semua manusia
Manusia bisa terluka
Manusia pasti menangis
Dan manusia pun bisa mengambil hikmah


Di balik segala duka
Tersimpan hikmah
Yang bisa kita petik pelajaran
Di balik segala suka
Tersimpan hikmah
Yang kan mungkin bisa jadi cobaan

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

 

"Whirlwind Tour of Fadzli's Whatchamacallits?"

Mak aii...its been a month since i blorged.Am at office, ntah nak buat ape..*actually i have TONS of things to do but u know procrastination lingers*. Things are good, great really..We restrucstured staff, thos violent ppl i told you about hve been chucked out. I had to withold both the brothers salary because of damages they did..My colleagues (my batch), both of them are very very the helpful, assisting me whnever they can..lending their staffs, settling merchandising..N what have i been doing? Ntah, seems like nothing kan?

Got in to a REALLYYY big quarrel with kambin..Sheesh,i was so scared something might happen..Tsk, see i have this baran streak that pops out sometimes...And it affects others surrounding me..I seem to forget my sanity when im under tremendous bombardment. Mcm kenal je perangai..So sorry dol, me mulut is jahat sangat...And just now kambin wanted to tell me something but kambin was quite tired, with work and all but kambin wants to sleep on it first before telling me..I dowan to imagine what kambin wants to tell me..lemme settle my task quickly and sleep, hopefully fresh for tomorrow.

Hows ur Ramadhan?Best kan bila puasa n then u lapar2 then u berbuka with ur favourite food n those yummy sirap bandung kan? Im not thinking straight...babai..ur different la lately, i know why...it must be me..Its always been like this..When i wanted somthg so bad, i craved for that thing to happen and when i finally have it with me, i just seem to take things for granted. Happens to me with virtually everything in life...

Please dont let it be true...Damage has been done, i dunno if it can be reversed..Mulut jahat la i ni...

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