RUN AROUND LA

I started a joke,
which started the whole world crying,
but I didn't see that the joke was on me,
oh no.

I started to cry, which started the whole world laughing,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
and I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that I'd said.

Til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
and I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that I'd said.

'Til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was one me.
that the joke was one me...
that the joke was one me...

Can i like die now? This is a secret..Sometimes, when im alone...I have this weird thought i kept to myself..We die,that's a fact right?Some kamus dewan mentioned mortal as 'mesti mati'. Men are immortals,so they mesti mati. My question in my head everytime im alone is,"How long do you guys think of me after i die?"..Mak, Baba, Angah, Alam n Atin..I guess they'll cry, mourn, then worry about bills to pay a month later. Or exams. Or think about their brother who left their lives suddenly..Or eldest son. Whatever..

Scary huh? U knoe..ur loved ones will have to continue their sorrid/or the reverse lives once you go..Am i prepared to meet Him? I doubt it, not much pahalas on my right shoulder..

I miss John Grisham, Salman Rushdie, Paolo Coelho, hitting the drums, futsal (i still have this mean defender's streak in me), play guitars, performing in front of a full house [man!that gave me adrenaline,au naturel]...Oh yeah, tomorrow first thing in the morning aku nak kemas ofis..Serabut tul..Tu yg tulih blog ni..

So my rusty PC finally got a new fren. 100 Mb per second katanya, but maybe not that much. So i guess i'll be blogging (with pictures osso why not) more after this.

Went to see CINTA, i think it's better than SEPET. A very good Malaysian movie that we can relate to realistically compared to GUBRA(imagine a wife biting the husband's ear just after performing prayers, they were praying berjamaah. Now that's what i call couples who prays together,stays together - Yasmin Ahmad can f*&% herself/himself sideways because of that scene).

I got slapped again. Anyone wants to take over Esso Kesas Highway petrol station? Heading to Klang n Shah Alam one. Gimme a call 012-2919499. My concscious psyche says,"Give up u damn fool". But my superior subconscious fren said, "Lek brader, Allah tak test hamba dia kalau Dia tau ko takleh lepas test tu". Shit, one thing is for sure, i cannot handle it when ppl kesian towards me when im really down. I'd get this lump in my throat and breakdown. In front of the person who kesian at me. Anwaruddin called the next day, just for a frenly chat.I told him the story and he said comforting things and i'd got taht lump. Another moment, Firdaus told me to check out surah alam nashrah. There are 2 verses about 'selepas susah ada senang'. Repeated twice in the surah. There goes another lump. I dunno. Pondering about leaving. See how it goes.

My Nokia 3210 has already nazaked. Sian dia, been with me for the past 6 years. Reliable except for the battery. Mr Syahril my colleague compared that fon to a telegramme system back in the old days. Hehe. Bought a new,simple fon. I just need the extra phone number space and organizer. Ho boy do i really need to be organized.

Will head down to JB next Monday for some business trip. God i need a vacation. Mak N Baba is joining me. Will keep you guys posted.

I miss you bloggers la. Not to mention runners, triathletes - all the unsung heroes of civilisation. Hey, guess what? I started to pelan2 jogging, felt friggin good u knoe? As usual i seem to forget things that are beneficial to me.

So my rusty PC finally got a new fren. 100 Mb per second katanya, but maybe not that much. So i guess i'll be blogging (with pictures osso why not) more after this.

Went to see CINTA, i think it's better than SEPET. A very good Malaysian movie that we can relate to realistically compared to GUBRA(imagine a wife biting the husband's ear just after performing prayers, they were praying berjamaah. Now that's what i call couples who prays together,stays together - Yasmin Ahmad can f*&% herself/himself sideways because of that scene).

I got slapped again. Anyone wants to take over Esso Kesas Highway petrol station? Heading to Klang n Shah Alam one. Gimme a call 012-2919499. My concscious psyche says,"Give up u damn fool". But my superior subconscious fren said, "Lek brader, Allah tak test hamba dia kalau Dia tau ko takleh lepas test tu". Shit, one thing is for sure, i cannot handle it when ppl kesian towards me when im really down. I'd get this lump in my throat and breakdown. In front of the person who kesian at me. Anwaruddin called the next day, just for a frenly chat.I told him the story and he said comforting things and i'd got taht lump. Another moment, Firdaus told me to check out surah alam nashrah. There are 2 verses about 'selepas susah ada senang'. Repeated twice in the surah. There goes another lump. I dunno. Pondering about leaving. See how it goes.

My Nokia 3210 has already nazaked. Sian dia, been with me for the past 6 years. Reliable except for the battery. Mr Syahril my colleague compared that fon to a telegramme system back in the old days. Hehe. Bought a new,simple fon. I just need the extra phone number space and organizer. Ho boy do i really need to be organized.

Will head down to JB next Monday for some business trip. God i need a vacation. Mak N Baba is joining me. Will keep you guys posted.

I miss you bloggers la. Not to mention runners, triathletes - all the unsung heroes of civilisation. Hey, guess what? I started to pelan2 jogging, felt friggin good u knoe? As usual i seem to forget things that are beneficial to me.